Dearest of Friends

The past few months, at least once a month, I sit and think about two very special friends, and what they have come to mean to me.

Joanne, I really have known you for years, just not in the way I have had the pleasure of knowing you this past year.  I cannot stress enough how much your love and support has meant to me, especially through this rough pregnancy.  You are an amazingly beautiful person inside and out and I can't wait to see what the Lord does in your life!  We are definitely in definite seasons of our lives (yea...that was so redundant, but I know you know what I mean).   I have seen you grow so much the past few months, and I am so honored to see the journey you are on.  You have quickly become one of my closest confidants, and you are SUNSHINE in my life! You are like this amazing piece of artwork, being crafted before my very eyes!!!  I love you I love you I love you!  Let's have tea soon♥

Tina, seriously Tina, seriously...no...SERIOUSLY.  God definitely had His hand on bringing us together during this time in our lives.  We have connected in a way neither one of us expected, and I am so blessed to have you in my life!  You make me laugh at the craziest things and you make me cry with your love.  I am so excited to see how the Lord uses this friendship, and so excited to see what He does in the lives of our little ones (however naughty they may be at times).  Thank you for an infinite number of inside jokes, smileys and texts.  I cannot wait til we can sit across from each other, eat some good food and laugh!  Thank you for being such a great friend in a time of my life where I had few.  I love you more than I can express, and....well, simply put..YOU ROCK DUDE!  ♥

These two amazing ladies, are such big blessings, and I think about them so often, praise God for them so often, and I can't think about two more wonderful gals to blog about!  ♥ I can't wait til i can get you both together...one day!

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I'm grumpy, I'm queasy and gosh darnit, I am gonn COMPLAIN about it!  I am having one of those days. One of those days where the nausea is just so HEAVY, where I cannot get myself dressed and out into the beautiful day outside.  I have already been mad and cried today, because I am SICK of nausea.  SICK OF BEING SICK!!!  I just want to hold my beautiful baby already and feel BETTER!! I KNOW it is almost over, but, really, if you had been nauseous for a long period of time, and someone said you ONLY have 7 weeks left of it....yea...while 33 weeks has been an eternity, 7 weeks is STILL a LONG FREAKING TIME!

Ok...I am done...I just had to let that out.  I hate being pregnant, I hate hypermesis, I hate that I cannot enjoy carrying my child in my body, I hate that it makes me wonder if I will ever have more children and I hate that not many people understand.